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kathrynelizabethchi@gmail.com's avatar

Thank you!! Yes, I would be interested in more self-deception discussion :)

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Sara Kuburic's avatar

Yay!! Let’s do it. The revisionists make it nice and complicated!

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Rebecca Ann's avatar

Please do! Super enlightening

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Theresa Sell's avatar

One of my favorite subjects to explore is the intricate art of crafting a new reality that deeply resonates with our existing beliefs and values. This reality serves not only to shield ourselves and others against external judgments but also harmonizes with our innermost desires and aspirations. I genuinely believe that the most perilous deceptions we face are often not those imposed by the outside world, but rather the illusions we create within our own minds. These mental constructs shape our perceptions, influencing our behaviors and decisions in profound and sometimes unforeseen ways.

In today’s world, we often encounter a phenomenon where creative new words are defined and assigned meanings with specific intent. While we loathe being confined to labels, we simultaneously engage in the act of redefining those very terms to demean others or to create chaos. This creates a reality in which victimhood can be manipulated, and deception becomes a tool for defrauding those around us. In navigating this complex landscape, we must remain vigilant, questioning not only our own beliefs but also the definitions we accept, as they shape the world we inhabit.

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Theresa Sell's avatar

The belief that others must conform to our personally constructed and ever-evolving definitions of truth and reality creates a complex web of frustrations and conflicts. This dynamic raises critical questions about how such beliefs will shape our world in the future. Will this insistence on others indulging in our narratives continue to grow, or will it gradually diminish? What are the broader consequences of this mindset on interpersonal relationships and community cohesion? Furthermore, do the ramifications the doer imposes on others even hold significance? For someone who claims to be increasingly self-aware, are they even aware, and do they want to be aware of the massive impact on others? Or is their only goal to be a victim, to increase their self-perceived uniqueness?

As we navigate these intricate issues, we are inevitably compelled to confront the question: what is truth, and why does it often seem so exasperatingly complicated? The intersection of subjective experiences and societal expectations complicates our understanding of truth, suggesting that it is not merely a fixed point but a fluid construct influenced by personal desires. This evolution of truth leaves me asking: Why does it all have to be so damn difficult?

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Alexandra Scivoletto's avatar

I love all of the thoughts from my fellow readers here... they blend a variety of my own reactions to your post. Can this even be resolved? Can we ever get to a point of not deceiving oneself ever again? I doubt that... I like the idea that deception may be one part of ourselves (which provides a variety of functions - see your essay above lol!). Another thought, that self-deception may be highly protective for a variety of reasons. Although I am not trained in IFS, this makes me think of their 'parts' language.

My last thought in integrating all of that would be... maybe self-deception can be used for both 'good and evil'. It very likely can be a strength at times, while also being a hindrance in others. Perhaps the way we use it and how we reflect & acknowledge its use is what is most important.

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Isaiah's avatar

First of all great topic! If we can resolve this.... we can really get true insight to allow for authentic living.

The first approach seems overly simplistic and assumes ourselves with poor memory. I think most people here are more sophisticated than that.

It seems most of the comments resonated with parts theory and definitely different parts of us can want different things and create this inner dilemma.

I wonder if we really need to define self deception however as an independent part of ourselves deceiving us versus the actual prism our instinctual parts has as “lying” only vis a vis our higher cognitive parts. Just a “thought”... ☺️

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kathrynelizabethchi@gmail.com's avatar

Ok, sitting with this more. The view of psychological partitioning reminds me of the tripartite soul (rational mind, spirit, and desires). When I think of times I have “self-deceived,” I am pretty sure it has always been to resolve conflict between these three parts of myself and that the deceiver is always the rational mind. I don’t think the spirit and desire parts of me are capable of deceit but instead simply are “truths” for myself (like impartial data points). When my spirit and desire truths create conflict among these three parts, my rational mind swoops in to try and make sense of it all. And sometimes it comes up with lies I cannot fully believe, since they don’t match the spirit and desire truths. But if my rational mind is battling another belief that is in the mind (and there is no conflict with the spirit and desire parts), then I think it is possible to actually self-deceive and replace the belief.

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Humbert Rivière's avatar

Don't forget that being gaslit by others can also strongly contribute to you lying to yourself (if you allow it to). In fact, I know some people that grew up being gaslit by people around them all the time and their level of self-deception is really up there.

The self-deception is for me a coping mechanism. It states that you have cognitive dissonance between two versions of reality: one version that is true and that you do want to accept, and the other which is partially or completely imaginary but which, if true, could free you. So they are trying to live in the scenario of their choosing while also at the same time living in a reality where the other perspective is actually the case.

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